Friday, January 16, 2009

It's worth waiting...

I have always been the eldest for longest time. The eldest daughter,sister,cousin and grand child. I'm a lucky girl because I've experienced so much attention, love and care from my parents and grand parents.

Life for me has been so kind to me since I was a child until now. I'm not a demanding person (as far as I know) but I always get what I want. I used to devote my energies in school, community and church activities.Not knowing my real purpose. I had fun meeting and hanging up with my friends. And then when I entered the real world I devoted my time in my career aiming to be the best I can be. So overall, Ican say that I had an easy life. Thanks tou you O Lord.

I'm a person with so many dreams for myself and for my family that's why I tried my best to be a straight person.But hello, let's face it...nobody's perfect.Without all those mistakes, wrong moves and decisions..you can't say that you're having a good life.Because from there you'll learn what life is all about and how good are you as a person. Same as with the problems that coming into your way...but my ultimate dream is to have a family that I can be proud of and who will always be with me in time of sorrows and happiness.Hence, I've decided to lift up everything to God including the MAN whom I will give and trust my heart and my whole life. A man who will share with my journey. Never did I know that, that MAN, that special person will be my highschool friend in CAT. We sealed our promised forever love for each other in front of the Lord right after he passed his board exam as a Geodetic Engineer.(poor parents of him, I took him right away from them).

My life changed in a blink of an eye. Suddenly, I have my husband Jeff who's really a good provider and who thinks of our future and dreams for our beloved sons Justin and Jeoff. They are MY LIFE now...

My life became complicated (in a way that this time I'm not only thinking of myself) but it is really beautiful. I found my real purpose. That after a long waiting...God has another purpose for me, A BIGGER one.

There are so much that I am grateful...my husband that I adore and who adores me back a thousandfold. Our 2 little angels who lights up our lives, our sunlight and our joy. They will be a forever reminder that I am indeed a very strong and brave woman. My family and in-laws who is so loving and supportive. My sister Zarrah who's also my inspiration.My true friends whom I had spent my growing days with and were still with me despite our different lives and careers. And most of all, GOD ALMIGHTY, who blessed me with everything that I need and wanted.

My life isn't perfect yet it is so close to perfection because more than anything I have my real treasures in life...:-)

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